P/S Makin menjadi2 flu aku lepas touching2 nangga citer tok~~
Cantek
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Hachiko True Story
P/S Makin menjadi2 flu aku lepas touching2 nangga citer tok~~
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Sorry seems to be the hardest word to say...
The mistakes can cause you to be scolded again and again...No matter how hard you apologise...they will still mad at you...it just like a stain that won't come out even though you try to wash it away... The good deeds that you did or performed before will be forgotten...(wlpun jual beribu-ribu promotion pun)....
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
The Third Time
Ok...tis is the third time i did the ***... God knows that i am not like them...i had enough...not amusing at all... and make me under the weather... i was really stupid....so desperate..
After i did it...i was
- sweating a lotzzz
- i can't get rid of the 'smell'
- shaking n frightening
- hungry as hell * just had my 'curry maggie'*
- i had insomnia..hemmm
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Untold Secret
Some secrets can be very sensitive and horrible. It comes with very3x bad memory and impact to the person. Moreover, secrets can ruin people's life and make their life miserable.
So how to manage secret within yourself? Yeah it is hard...tons and tons of secrets will make you DOWN...MEK DOWN...
If you told the secret to others..... THEN IT IS NO LONGER A SECRET>>>...so i just keep it to myself...better kan...keep keep keep keep it.....
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Dream or Sign ?
So, this dream that i talking about is I HAVE 2 LITTLE CUTE BOYS...
Seriously, i have no idea why am i keep on dreaming for the same dream. In the dream, i was playing football with both of my 'children'. They are so adorable and did i mention CUTE? They are enjoying themselves playing football. They said to me:
"Daddy, daddy please pass the ball to me"I'm playing football? (since when?)... (ada la juak time year 6..iya pun kena paksa) haha... Then the children and i walked back home and had our dinner together. They seem so happy and i looked fatherly (not mama) in the dream....This dream keep on coming to me thrice until this morning..
When i woke up, i tried to google search for the meaning of the dream...but i found nothing..zero..What is the meaning of the dream? any idea? i'm clueless...
P/S: I didn't manage to see my WIFE in the dream? haha~~
Sunday, November 7, 2010
The differences between men n women..
BATHROOMS:
- A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel .
- The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.
FUTURE:
- A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
- A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
SUCCESS:
- A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
- A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
MARRIAGE:
- A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
- A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, but she does.
DRESSING UP:
- A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the trash, answer the phone, read a book, and get the mail.
- A man will dress up for weddings and funerals.
What did the boys and girls think while they were dating ?
Dating a girl wearing her heart.
As for the guy when dating put the mind and heart ....... reversed!
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Membuat ku aww....
Bila aku teringat balik cerita nih..aku mesti tergelak sorang-sorang…
Alkisahnya…aku nih ditakdirkanlah kawin dengan sorang mamat nih..ntah dari mana la datangnya…mak aku yang suruh..dia kata budak nih baik la alim la pandai la..lepas tu terus kami kawin.
Masa first time kawin tu, memang kucar kacir gak arr rumah tangga kami..dan yang aku paling tak tahan tu dia memang selalu saja buat aku sakit hati…
Eiiiii…geramnya aku!!!
Mana taknya,aku basuh baju dia sekali la ngan baju aku..then lepas basuh..nak jadi cerita..ada lah plak baju dia yang turun warna melekat kat baju aku….haihhh..memang sakit hati…baju baru kot…mahal lagi!!! Then bila aku tanya dia..kenapalah tak bagitau aku yang baju dia ada yang turun warna..dengan slumber dia kata..
”Lah..awat tak tanya…”
Eiii..geramnya aku!!!
Selang beberapa hari, dia ada ajak aku pi shopping.Ok,fine..aku ikut jer la…weekend la katakan. Lepas tu nak jadi cerita, dia punyalah excited nak pi shopping..sampai aku kalih kalih belakang..HILANG!!..
Aku cari gak dekat dekat area situ kot kot ada tapi memang hampeh…Aku try call, tak angkat..call lagi pon tak angkat..huhh..tension betul!! Then, aku amik keputusan tunggu kat kereta jer..seminit,..lepas tu dua minit,… lepas tu….SEJAM KOT!! Huhh..memang sakit hati betul!! Then bila dia mai dekat kereta, aku tanya, pegi mana? kenapa call tak angkat??!! Yang aku tak tahan, dia dengan slumber jawab.
“Lah..gi shopping la sayang…owh..ada call ekk?? Alah..lupa nak bagi tau…terlupa bawa hanset..hehe..”
Eiiii..geramnya aku!!!!
Seminggu lepas tuh..dia kata teringin nak makan masak ayam berempah dengan masak lemak cili api.. ok..fine…aku masak jer…Tapi memang la aku nih tak la pandai masak sangat…tapi bolehlah klu setakat nak makan kan..aku hidang bagi dia makan…Masa first time dia suap kat mulut tuh…Aku bajet dia nak kata apa-apa..Tapi dia diam..Memang tak kata apa-apa pon sampai dia habis makan..Habis makan pon tak kata apa..
Aku pon confius…dia ni no respond..sedap ka tak?? Hmm..klu ikut aku la..orang yang masak ni la kan…aku rasa ok jah lah..tapi tak tau la orang yang makan nak kata apa..huhhh…..
Esok plak, time aku on the way nak balik dari tempat keje, kereta aku plak wat hal..tak boleh start..panik gak arr aku time tuh..malam dah nih..nak masuk Isyak dah…haihh..time aku balik keje lewat2 lah keta nak wat hal..then, aku call dia…
Yang aku tak boleh tahan tu..dia dengan slumber kata..
“Lah awat la call saya…call la mekanik…ingat call saya keta awak bleh jalan??….”
Eiii…geramnya aku!!!
Tapi…dia mai jugak lepas tuh…ada lah dia check apa ntah kt depan bonet tuh…dan lepas start…terus boleh…hmmm..dalam hati…aku kata,
“bleh la jugak mamat nih nak diharap…mekanik kecil-kecilan, janji free”…
Satu hari, dia ada bagitau yang dia kena pi outstation kat overseas. Dia kata pi kejap jah…2 MINGGU!!..hmm..aku memang no komen lah…dia nak pi buat keja dia…takkan nak kata tak boleh kot…keja arkitek…biasalah…busy la kot…
Tapi..memang agak sakit hati jugak lah..bleh dia lesap macam tu jah..lepas2 naik flight....kot2 la nak call bagitau dah sampai ka..ada kat mana ka…tapi memang hampeh!!..langsung dia tak call!! Kot2 la nak bagi emel ka..tapi memang tak dak…kosong inbox!!
Eiii…geramnya aku!!!
Pagi tuh..aku basuh baju…ok..sekarang aku dah taw dah baju mana yang turun warna…aku ambik satu persatu dalam bakul nak basuh..sampai la aku jumpa bungkusan misteri dekat bahagian bawah baju-baju tuh…jeng3..huishh..siap dengan surat lagi..
Suratnya berbunyi begini:
Kehadapan isteriku (cewahhh..),
Semoga berada dalam keadaan yang sihat sentiasa…jangan marah-marah ek..hehe..Saya bukannya apa…saja tulih surat nih..bosan…tak tau nak buat apa…hihi
Pertama sekali…saya nak bagi tau lah..mungkin awak tak kenal saya..tapi saya kenal jer awak…sejak awak darjah 6 lagi kot!! Haha..eh..awak tak ingat ka anak Pak Mail kawan ayah awak yang mai beraya kat umah awak time tuh??!! …Masa tuh..saya nampak awak dok main masak-masak kat belakang umah…hahaha…memang sangat lucu…saya nampak awak macam 'anak patung'..comel sangat…
Ishkk..awak ni..tak berasan ker??
Keduanya, sori la pasal hal shopping tuh..memang saja jer saya tak mau bawa hanset time tuh…hihi..takot terkantoi…yer la…saya pi cari baju awak kot!! Ingat baju yang awak kata terkena warna tuh?? Huh…memang tension..susah btul nak cari..memang patut la mahal dan memang patot la awak bengang satu hari…hihi…
Ketiganya, pasal ayam berempah dengan masak cili api yang awak masak…hmm…mesti awak bengang kan sebab saya no respond…huhu…sebab SEDAPPPP SAAANGAT sampai saya jadi tak terkata…Eh,saya makan dalam masa 5 minit ja kot..ikut jam dinding kat umah kita…
Ishkk..awak ni..tak berasan ker??
Keempatnya…time keta awak rosak…hmm..awak tau tak saya CANCELLLL appointment saya dengan klien penting dari overseas sebab nak pi kat awak??!! Lepas2 tuh..jenuh saya nak pujuk diorang balik…Tau tak saya langgar smua traffic light merah!! Baju saya basah dengan peluh masa saya sampai kat awak??
Ishkk..awak ni..tak berasan ker??
Tapi lepas saya tahu saya kena pi outstation kt overseas..saya lagi seronok…happy glerr..sebab saya tau awak mesti rinduuu kat saya kan..kan2?? Saya memang saja jer tak call awak…hihi…tapi saya ok jah…saya rasa saya dah sampai dah kot lepas awak baca surat nih…
“Wow,look at the Eiffel Tower!! Fuyoo!!! Cantik kot!! “
Hahahahahaaaaaaaa..jangan jeles..(^-^)
Last but not least…awak..awak jangan nakal-nakal ekk…sebab saya saaaaayang awak…
P/S: Try tengok sama x dengan baju awak yang rosak ari tu “bungkusan” nih…hihi
Love,
Suamimu
p/s awal pagi baca cerita nie...wah terus jiwang for whole day...aww...
Friday, October 29, 2010
Cherita Anembiak Ngelasak
Dalam dunya tok, mensia sigik mayuh penumbuh enggau pemerinsak. Sigi baka mensia. Bisi sekedak mayuh amat cherita iya.. nyau kadang2 baka bula cherita di tusi iya ..anembiak tok sigi udah lama bekaban enggau bala kaban ia. Suba iya selalu mintak tulung enggau urang, enggai jauh ari blubang tumbung kaban ia. Kini-kini pejalai bala kaban, iya sigi nitih ari belakang. Laban iya siko ajak bansa ngelai ari urang. Iya nadai mayuh kaban enggau begulai laban iya bisi mayuh cherita enggau nyemedis ke ati urang tau ka ke nyadi nerus ka bala kaban iya enda caya enggau cherita ia agik.
Diatu iya udah bisi bulih kaban baru, ba endur baru. Diatu iya nemu ngiga kaki ka di bai iya bejegau. Kaban2 iya ke suba nyau enda ke iboh ke iya agik, laban iya dah bulih penemu iya diak. nadai ko enggau .. tapi pendiau iya nyau makin belik n ngelasak. Mula pun iya bisi kaban baru, alu bai iya kin kitu. Nadai iya ka madah ka kaban lama iya. Utai lama ko urang..nie bisi di peda agik enti udah bisi bulih ke baru.. nyau ia bekaban enggau urang ke se bansa enggau iya, nyau makin lama nyau makin nyadi iya bejaku bula iya..dini enda bulih penemu iya ko? Pelaba ka aku sigi ka minta pehatian. Urang lama enggau iya begulai nyau enda rindu meda iya. Tak ngasuh ati pedis aja. Enti iya muka mulut alu pansut bala sidak pembula iya..aku to ukai ke berapa kali udah kena..nyau lejuk..nyau udah temu chara iya nyak.. makin lama makin ngelasak..semua utai ba dunya tok di temu iya...kelalu landik meh iya diatu..enggai alah enti bejaku..nyak aku ta enda ati ko ia..lama2 asai ka datai jari enggau mulut...nasib aku tok enda jampat datai jari...enti enda lama iya dah tama sepital... ngenang kedirik enda lama gik ba ditu..ngetat ka dirik aja meh...hemm..nangka tok aja auk..ila aku betusi baru cherita anembiak ngelasak tok..
P/S 1st karangan aku dalam bahasa iban...haha... sapa yg xpaham...cepat2 pegi belajar bahasa iban...lebih kurang bm ja.. senang ja..
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Ku Seru Selipar Jamban Ku
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Think about it...
Dah tua bangka pun masih mok tido ngan perempuan lain..Perempuan itu jugak bodoh...Dah tau laki orang masih juak mok tido ngan dia.. Why why why always disturb other people life? Why can you look for someone else?
Pity the wife. She doesn't know anythimg about the IMMORAL relationship. Suaminya balik dari kerja tiap hari BERLAKON.. Jadi ANGEL depan mata isteri dan anak2. Lepas tu yang tak tahan...TIDUR jugak sama Si Isteri . masih jugak merasa...Tidak rasa bersalah ka? ... Isteri memang jadi BARANG MAINAN untuknya.
Tuhan Maha Adil & Berkuasa. Petunjuk demi petunjuk diberi kepada anaknya.. Anaknya telah lama mengetahui SCANDAL MAUt ini...tapi tidak berani bersuara kepada ibunya.. Anaknya terpaksa memendam rasa geram dan sedih...Hanya mampu menonton LAKONAN hebat bapanya yg durjana.. Apa nak jadi dengan hidup mereka sekeluarga?
Why , why and why this thing happened? Adakah penghabis video itu sesuai?? Let us think together...
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Chemistry Lesson
Back to the story, Hilton and i always resembled the past, while we had our conversation..So we talked about a shamefully funny incident in the Form 5E class(kelas aku mmg tidak penah disukai cikgu2 sekolah sia) kelas yg agak suka melawan and sik kesah ngan cgu time ngajar...
ME: Ton, did you know that my neighbour's son always making noise while playing bicycle outside the house..he was screaming extremely loud until you can wake up from wonderful sleep...tapi nya bisu..sik bole cakap..sik paham apa orang cakap.. geram aku kadang2...
HILTON: Apa ko cuba padah tok? sik paham aku koh!! Ko madah anak jiran ko bising, jerit2 n main basikal...pas ia ko madah nya bisu, sik paham pa orang padah... Nie ada org bisu pandai jerit2? Bukan sidak nya duduk diam2 jak ka? Pelik juak jiran ko ia ho... ko nang bulak la
Me: Aih benar.. Nya dapat kuar bunyi bah..(try to convience him)
Hilton: dah dah dah... bulak ko iya.. sik penah aku dgr org bisu polah bising ..( he starts to giggle and laugh at me)
Me: (aku pon pikir for a minute) Betol juak ho...So iya bukan category bisu kot...hemm
Hilton: NANG KO PEMBULAK. Pembulak Abis!!..ahahahahahaMe: Aku pun sik paham apa ku padah.. tapi cerita aku iya benar aih..harus ko datang rumah aku tgk dirik empun...HAHA
Both of us started to laugh and giggle away..alu molah bising kejap time cgu ngajar kat depan...
CGU TAN: Kenapa kamu berdua ketawa? Apa yg lucu sgt tu? Hah..Seimbangkan persamaan KIMIA ini...(time nie tgh belajar persamaan KIMIA)Both of us in the silent moment..terbebek kejap...terus pura2 cari jawapan dlm buku..(tanda2 org sik tauk and cemas)
Cgu Tan: HAH!! berdiri kamu berdua...Lain kali bercakap lagi time cgu mengajar..Ketawa kuat2 lagi...pandai sangat la tu..Both of us were so malu..muka kedak biji SAGA merah..nang shalu abis...We were standing through out the lesson..nasib baik satu period ja...huhuhu (first time kena marah cgu Kimia)...Dahla pengawas buat bising dalam kelas ...malu nya..
This memory reminds me that how naugthy i was in the secondary school ...walaupun aku pengawas and penah dapat anugerah pelajar BERMORAL.(mesti sik percaya...aku masih simpan sijil ia ok)...hihi
Moral of the story:
- Jangan buat lawak bodo dlm kelas cgu garang..
- Jangan hina orang sik sempurna (nanti TULAH...tgk mcm aku terus kena on the spot bah)
Friday, October 8, 2010
Do i have the opportunity?
- to say that i am sorry for my sin and mistakes?
- to find my truly LOVE?
- to say The "I Love You" phrase to someone i love?
- to kiss somebody passionately?
- to have kids n one and only wife in the future?
- to say that i love THEM very much?
- to have a meaningful life?
p/s : effects from movies and dramas - all over the week..
I want to hold your hands.
How i wish i had those lovely memories,
with the great hugs and kisses,
i never know why i never feeling it,
i wish i know the meaning of it,
i always feel something missing,
that make my heart screaming and head spinning.
Sometimes i only see the unseen moments,
moments that i always imagine,
but it can't be reality,
because there will be always an unbreakable boundary.
Oh please say something to me,
Knowing something about LOVE it is a great pleasure for me,
But you never said something, anything, and it is all nothing,
The gruesome emptiness feeling,
Is growing up within me,
All because :
You Never Let Me Hold Your Hands
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Normal Human Being
Sometimes i hurt their feelings too with/without knowing it. I tend to do small/huge mistakes and yet it dramatically hurt their feelings. They do express their emotions directly/indirectly on their face.. Nevertheless, i try very hard to win their heart back and make things right/clear in my own way.. Undoubtedly, it did works and sometimes it doesn't..
I'm so sorry..I am just a normal human being.
Being a normal human being is extremely fractious.Never ending problems as well as happiness. Always tried very hard to hide it with pleasing and unbearable smiles.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
SABAR
Suddenly i heard the little boy talking to the mother:Mumy, lama endar... Lama endar seduai ia...(the little boy started to pull her mother dress)
The mother said:Sabar jang.. Udah tok legik tua ...sabar auk. S A B A R (she spelled the word to her son)..The son repeated the word SABAR twice and he continued standing obediently waiting for their turn.
TAPI JANGAN SELALU...
Friday, October 1, 2010
Dust Gone...
Compared me as a pregnant woman who need some faboluos rest after delivered some gorgeous BABIES
There are some funny things happenned throughout the wedding ceremony. Seriously i never attend any of long house wedding ceremony.(most of it were in the resturant)... It was a new experience for me. I was wondering what is so special about the Iban's wedding... I really sure that the ceremony will be INFECTED with the western culture where the bride wearing white wedding gown.
The interesting part, Opening The TEPAK SIRIH.. Bakuk (dlm bhs iban ..i don't know the correct spelling)..it is actually a game where the representative from both sides compete to open the Bakuk...the first one who openned the bakuk is the Winner... to make it difficult.. The Bakuk will be tied with - selotape, rantai basikal, tali kapal and many more...(weird right..)...i can saw some bleeding hands while openning the thing...hemm nang gigih (shodan yg gigih) buka benda ia..
the cleaning part semua nya AKU YANG BUAT...I really hate it...can't you imagine all THE PUKE....bukan (PUK)...all over the tikar, ruai, and inside the toilet... can u image the smell and the colour of the puke?..hemm uweekksss...
All in all, i do learned some iban old ritual from the wedding... the most important message is please DRINK consiously/appropriately ..
MUNTAH BOLEH ..tapi muntah dekat baju n seluar sendiri yer..atau just HIRUP balik muntah ia...ewww...
Monday, August 30, 2010
I don't mean to be mean...
T.E.S.T
One big outrages test,
The old grumpy lady started to complain,
Because we sat too close and until we can hold each others hand.
She kept on saying test test test,
We had to change sitting place,
She afraid that we will copy and paste,
without her knowledge,
under the desk.
She yelled loudly from the stairs,
She said "No looking, talking, and even smiling to your friends.
I thought she had meaningless voice, intonation and stress.
Pressing the word 'test' again and again,
Made the girl sitting next to me had migraine,
Through the mind, soul, spirit, and brain,
Looking worse and thought her life gonna end.
I just answered the test anyway,
The quiz did make me gay,
Even though i am not well prepared,
But i tried to smile at her in a certain way,
Fortunately, my heart said :No way,
After the test, i just walked away.
Cute sik???
Friday, August 27, 2010
Dinner with Her
Please Close The Door, Sayang!!
:P
Her smell was so tempting. Can't wait to lick and bite her with my pleasure skills(kenja & gatal). I pour some raisins on her body. Sweet enough to make me happy... I stirred her slowly and gently until it well mixed...SHE WAS READY FOR ME!!!
Outing...Shopping..Train-ing
Suddenly one message sampai:
Steve: Aku naik salah train!! Aku turun dekat chan sow lin..hahaha
WHAT A DAY~~~
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Beliefs In Life
"Christian is all about loving, not about sin and not about to do sin. Love not work according to rules. Loving is to serve, make danger and make mistake"
St. Joseph Cathedral
Wonderful isn't it? I was attracted to this quotation until today..i keep it in my hp so that i can read it again n again..I always asked myself what am i a christian? what do people mean by real christian?
First time: My first bible was given by my sister. It was a small bible that is dark orange in colour, small. My sister gave it to me at the age of 15 if i not mistaken. I was so happy to receive it n enjoyed reading it.(wlaupun x brpa paham) Time kecik2 dulu, i never go to church.(serius) My parents never bring me there. Until i'm in form 4, that was my first time go to church, it was a week before Christmas with my family. Super duper excited. 1st time ba.. i just followed people...every single "movement" through out the mass. No one ever taught me how to pray.. I know that's sound silly but it is reality.. I just follow n learned along the way..i have no idea what "actual words of praying" that is supposed to say before eat,sleep, wake up n many more..i just create it by myself in my own words..even until now..in my opinion it's not wrong and yet the words that i say is sincere..which is important ...sincerity to pray...
FYI my family is still conservative in terms of religion. Until now, we still practicing the ancient miring ceremony, which is a offering to God.. My little brother always argued that "we go to church but still having this"..usual answer: "this is our culture, never ever throw it away"..In the mass they said "stop doing THE things...it is against the teaching.." (here i'm quite confused)depend ngan org kot..
Luckily, IPBL brings me a whole new understanding of christianity..My ex-rum8 teachd me lots of information..he is very good in explaining to me.i always asked questions: Good Friday tu pa? holy water is for what?story inside the bible? lots n lots of other questions..and he never failed to answer me..same goes to my other friends there..From there i learned bit by bit (like snail)about Christianity..i go to church every week. i joined the chapel group even i had class about Catholic(but i didn't finishd it due to pre-prcticum)..Then my sister, lil brother n i was baptised in 2007 as a Methodist, 2 days before Christmas (without any class to attend - i mean intro n content)..what to do? never joined the Sunday school..hemm
Now in UKM,honestly i seldom go to the church..my friends asked: why last time you quite active but now not so? yes i do admit it..my answer is..
"praying is an act of willingness and sincere"..barula berkat.pegi church/praying no need to heboh2.. It is between you n God kalau x pegi chruch masih jugak bole sembhyg...dimana2 pun mesti kan...that should be the way..i'm sad if people said:pergi church for ikut kawan, cari nyem2,cari bf/gf, sbb hari ahad nak shopping lepas sembahyng..mmg tidak ikhlas..(sori if i tembak here)
okay..this is my interpretation of my own beliefs in life...some people totally reject it n some might stand by me..(btol kan?) hihi adios..