Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Yes i am a FIREWORK

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind

Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

  • Those highlighted in yellow are so significant~~ wee~
P/S: Firework is nice to see but not nice to hold~~ hihi

Monday, January 24, 2011

Aku menegur ...bukan marah...

These are the things that stabbed my heart~~

  • Statement 1: "Saya tidak suka la kerja ini..saya terpaksa kerja ini..sebab yang lain susah...(*hello*)
Kalau sudah mintak kerja yang kamu suka jangan ada bunyi lagi. Ini tidak...sudah tulis nama bawah kerja yang dia sendiri mintak, lepas itu cakap belakang yang dia dia tidak suka kerja suggestion: tak perlu buat kerja...biar orang lain susah2 bagi pihak kamu..

  • Statement 2: "I rasa i lebih sesuai ambik watak itu daripada dia'. (*hello*)
If you said so then prove it to us.. Ini tidak..time audition buat2 malu..suara pon tak keluar... Ko ingat panel pilih kasih..ko try dulu jadi panel..aku mok tengok..dah la cakap audition itu terlalu lama...buang masa...choi~~ semua orang penat..ko ingat ko sorang saja penat? Ko ingat senang ka nak pilih kalau semua itu bagus2..kami pilih based on talent not on ikut suka hati~

  • Statement 3: "Saya rasa cerita ini macam tak best saja" (*hello*)
Ko ingat NAD itu tauke buat script? cuba ko sendiri buat..She's trying her very best..i really respect her.....Time saya suruh siapa yang ada idea untuk buat script semua diam...Dah la semua orang memang sudah pandai..semua dapat DEAN LIST...Yang pandai akan diam..dia ada idea tapi dia tidak mahu share dgn orang... YANG BODOH macam aku nie jugak yang bercakap...Lepas script siap banyak la dia punya komen..ini salah itu salah...hei please la~ Komen itu that it will make it a better script.. but bagitau and share what to do to make it better...jangan cakap dengan sendiri2 saja..bagi tau speech ba..

  • Statement 4: "Costume mesti cantek2 semua tau"..
Of course la perlu cantek..Tapi kalau semua cantek..dah meletop..grand costumes..tapi lakonan tidak mantap susah jugak..kalau nak menghafal script pun payah.. YES..we can make everybody beautiful...tapi kalau ada watak hantu, orang miskin, beggar(tak kan ini pon nak chantek jugak??) matila~~ please be reasonable...

Moral of the story:
  • Orang yang banyak cakap tapi kerja tidak jalan.. Orang yang BODOH macam saya jugak yang perlu buat itu ini nanti....*mark my words* aku dah berjuta kali kena~
  • Jangan cakap belakang...Maybe u think the others won't know...tapi benda itu akan gradually come to the others..
  • Saya tahu bukan mudah untuk memuaskan hati semua orang...but sometimes we need to be cruel to others....MULUT MANUSIA MEMANG susah mok tutup...
P/s: Aku tahu lepas tok banyak lagi orang akan marah and mengumpat...but remember my statement aku menegur...bukan marah~~

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Ko Hada?!

Yesterday i went for a walk/jog around UKM to loosen up my curvaceous tummy. It was almost six. I was listening to my little MP3 and jog at the same time(mcm biasa)..

Aku jalan dan terus berjalan sambil syok sendiri dengar lagu(dah kat area pusan).....Suddenly
Gambar hiasan

Dua orang LELAKI berbaju hitam pakei scooter SPANKING my BUTTOCKS.. I was stunned for about 3-5 seconds. Really2 shocked...Pas ia baru aku jerit...


Nang jantan abis...aku rasa sigek Pusanika dgr..sampai kera dlm hutan UKM pon heran~ Nang moha aku..ada ka patut spanking..sakit juak aih.. tau la burit ku nyem...kental, mantap, and kenyal.... Please la nang sik da agik kerja berfaedah yg mok dibuat ka?? Gila~~
Pas ia dgn rasa moha and hilang mood mok dgr mp3..terus ku jog laju2...geram...(terus jog satu UKM)..semput kek~~

Moral of the story:
  • Sik da keja lain ka mok spank burit orang~~ Mun mok padah *apa ka*
  • Harus menjadi jantan bersuara lantang..
  • Jogging arah bertentangan dengan arus jalan..
  • Jangan dgr MP3 kuat2 time jogging..sbb sik dgr bunyi scooter dari belakang~~
p/s: time cari gmbr spanking, mcm2 benda kuar..btw hati2 ketika berjogging kat UKM
(lelaki mahupun perempuan)

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Need to

Last few days my diet totally ruined. I do not how to control myself. I eat every hours without knowing that i supposed on diet. Last 2 weeks, i went to PK (Pusat Kesihatan) because i had flu and sore throat. So the doctor checked on my blood pressure and she's said it is normal (Thank God). So her advice was asking me to maintain the number and try to lose some weight.

So i take initiative to buy some pears and oats.Yeah i did take rice, vegetables when having lunch with my friends. I took a correct amount of food. So at night i took pears and oats. I did discipline myself for only 2 days. YES 2 DAYS.

After that i cannot take it anymore. I started to look for junk foods such as maggie, kerepek and many more. Eventually i didn't buy Maggie, because i promised to myself that i will eat proper foods. But desperately(crawling) i asked from my friends. Dah la makan jam 12am-1am. It considered as a very heavy supper. After that can't sleep because i had headache(too salty). Serve you right!!

This is me~~(yeah i'm Mariah Carey)

Opss..this is me..ignore the DIVA

Really regret now. Putting on some weight instead of losing it.(3.8 kilos) timbang kat kajang. I really desperately need to change.. HELP~

p/s: macam orang sakit jak dolok tapi sik sakit..irony sekarang nampak sihat tapi makin la ada penyakit...

Saturday, January 8, 2011

The Maid

This is a story about a guy named Leo. He is 28 years old and married to a successful businesswoman named Lily. He has two children - a boy and a girl. The boy named John and the girl Amy.

In this story, Leo is just an ordinary guy who passed his PMR and no job. How did he found Lily? They fall in love at the first sight in the Facebook . They went out dating and married after a month of relationship. It was very fast and unexpected. All the expenses were supported by Lily.

Before the wedding, Lily makes an agreement with Leo that she will be the provider to the family and Leo in the other hand will be the house- husband”. So the life begins. Everyday Leo need to prepare breakfast for his wife and children, clean the house, cook, and do all the house chores.

One day hisKEPO” neighbours come and visit him. Their name are Kiah and Bedah. Both of them were very surprised that Leo has to do the house chores. Kiah and Bedah keep on make fun of him. They even spread the news to the whole kampong that Lily is a queen control and do control his husband – make her husband as a slave in the house.

Kiah n Bedah

At first Leo does not care about the other people say, until one day his wife; Lily does not in a good mood (bad business). She starts to complain about the food, house and everything. She even throws plates and glasses at him. Even scold him in front of the children. She even hit him with broom. (Very cruel n brutal indeed) The tortures continue day by day. Leo tries to make her happy in many ways but still she is not satisfied.

So Leo is very upset and cannot take it anymore. He listens to his evil side of him. (Evil side consists of Kiah n Bedah), *soliloquy*kill the beast, kill the beast, kill the beast*. One night, his wife was sleeping , he takes the pillow and covers his wife head-suffocated her till death. He buried the body in the bedroom inside the bed.

He is happy and relief that now his burden is gone. The final words from him…

AT LAST I’m FREE.. *light off*
The End.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Happy Anniversary

Despite my gorgeously unbearable flu and sore throat...i want to share something nyem~~

It was quite a busy day. But until 3 pm, they were less customers. So two guys entered the restaurant. Both of them were very smart, tall and handsome(nang nyem). As usual they took their seats and ordered. So i took their order and sent it to them. After an hour...they raise up and waved their hands at me...

Blue Shirt: Excuse me..Both of us were very disappointed with the drinks. Again what you called it?

Me: Chocolicious Milk sir.. Why sir? Anything wrong with it?( dah nebes dh..takut kena simbah air ia)

White Shirt: It tastes like an ordinary chocolate milk..What is this again? Choco what?

Me: Chocolicious Milk sir. (berbelit lidah mok sebut)

White Shirt: How much is it?

Me: RM11.90 sir...

White Shirt: Oh my!!~ i can buy 3 boxes of dairy milk outside..

Me: Hehe...indeed sir(ketawa nebes)

Blue Shirt: I really disappointed..(muka sedeh) Actually today is our 1st anniversary(gesture tgn referring to both of them ).... I thought it gonna be SPECIAL..

Me:*again speechless*...... I am so sorry sir about the drinks..I really really sorry....i didn't know that..(ayat pun entah pa2)

White Shirt talking to the partner: It is okay la dear...We celebrate it again tonight..(meaningful smile)

Blue Shirt: Hemm okay(smiling as well)... So you have any dessert?

Me: Yeah sure..We have muffin submarine and jelly sundae...

White Shirt: Emm...Muffin submarine please...

Me: Ok sure...Do you have any request?

White Shirt: Request? Meaning?

Me: I really sorry again about the drinks just now. I can see that sir really enjoy the chocolate flavour..Do you want all of it are Chocolate ice cream? (confident lagi)

Nang Sedap

White Shirt: How about you dear?

Blue Shirt: Yeah sure....that's more like it...You really nice and charming...Where are you from?

Me: Tq sir..i'm Sarawakian (yg penting sik menjawab soalan)

Blue Shirt: Oh... No wonder you look so pleasant and friendly..(kembang idung).. By the way, I ****and this my partner*****.. (introducing themselves) We are have been together for a year and working at****..

Me: Oh...Happy Anniversary sir..Really happy for both of you..(OMG dlm nya)

So i get the ice cream for them. only Chocolate Flavour ...I sent it to them..

Me: Here you go sir...Enjoy your meal...

Both of them: Thank you very much...

Blue Shirt: This is for you..(RM5)...for being so nice..

Me: Really sir? Thank you very much... Again ~ Enjoy your meal..(happy mode)

Just before they leave...i said...

"Thank you sir ..come again...and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY"

They just smiled meaningfully at me~~weee

P/S: Best nya dapat tips~~

Sunday, January 2, 2011


I actually have no idea for this post. Let me begin~
I was standing in restaurant..waiting for costumers to walk in and have their. It was about 11 am. A couple(about 50-60 years old) stopped by at the hostess stand. So i quickly went there and asked:

Me: Hi good morning.. Having here or take away?
Mdm: Having here. Table for two please.
Me: Yeah sure..

So both of them walked in and took their seat.

Me: Ma'am Want to order now or later?
Sir: I want to go to the washroom.. You order first..(said the husband to the wife)
Mdm: Okay..
So i took her order, prepared and sent over her meal and i said "Enjoy your meal ma'aam"..

After few minutes later her husband still not back yet. (I thought berak kot) i continued to serve other customers.. Suddenly i saw her get up and down several times from her seat. She looked very worried and uncomfortable.. So i went to her table

Me: Is everything alright ma'am?
Mdm: NO(sad voice)..You know what my husband don't want to eat here. He is seating over there. (she pointed at her husband who enjoying his coffee and meal at Old Town White Coffee)

Me:(speechless) *terbebek*
Kedak tok terbebek ba~~

Mdm: He's always like that..always leave me like this..kalau pegi makan pun susah..beli barang pun susah..selalu saja saya sorang kena tinggal (she starts to cry)

Again i'm speechless. What am i going to do? shebes abis bila org nangis.. The other customers were looking at me...worse the manager also doing the same...

So i quickly grabbed a tissue and gave it to her..and said:
It's ok ma'am...people changed..At least your meal is healthier than him.. hehe
(confident sik statement aku...statement berani mati)
She looked at me and smiled..without a word.. she's slowly grabbed her handbag and pay at the cashier counter.."Thank you come again" i said and she just smiled and walked away..

While i'm cleaning up her table and saw that her husband still eating at the opposite restaurant. (siap baca newspaper)...I didn't see the wife walk over there.. *aku rasa bini nya balit terus pakei taxi.*

Until today i wonder:
  • Betol ka salah my respond/ statement aku?? Did i make it worse? Sarcasm smile ka? heemmm
P/S: Sometimes it is okay to just keep quiet~~

Saturday, January 1, 2011

New Year Resolution (1.01.11)

Everyone may have their own aims or we call it resolution when the new year arrived. It is kind of wish to be exact. Same goes to me~~ wee~~

My aim is to LOSE SOME WEIGHT~~ currently i'm 78 kg(harap mesin penimbang iya sik rosak).. i went to Kajang this morning to measure my weight~~

So my target is 70 kg...hopefully i can get it before Chinese New Year.. To motivate myself i bought a shirt and a short pant... Tq Nurul n Ain for the ride~~ Carrefour semua ada~~yg penting beli juak saiz S baju iya~~ nang confident!!

I want to fit in this SIZE -33

Saiz -S- Confident sik beli saiz S??

Moreover, a big thanks to my friends who always keep on reminding me about my weight n health .. ..(kalau gemuk senang dapat penyakit) ...benar iya~~

P/S: Mun mek dah turun berat bdn ..kelak mek pakei baju n seluar iya tanda kemenangan~~(siap catwalk gik k) gteww...