Rambut, Misai & Janggut

Sekarang nie esah dah berambut panjang, bermisai &berjanggut. Eh jangan heran. Esah pun pandai tumbuh "rambut" tau.. Rambut esah tidak la tebal sangat. Kepada yang kenal esah tu, taula rambut, misai n janggut esah nie macam mana kalau dah panjang. Last time esah simpan rambut mase kat UKM. Esah simpan rambut kejap je, sbb tak tahan panas. BTW kalau esah simpan rambut, esah akan cepat sakit. Macam-macam la penyakit datang. Contohnya pening la, darah itu ini la, meroyan la, dan mula la mencarot mcam sekarang nie. Esah memang suka mencarot. Carot sedap ape.. 

Same jugak dengan misai & janggut esah. Esah berjanggut mcm pak Lebai uols. Genetik kot. Kekadang esah mane mampu nak beli shaver n krim tu..kekadang lupe nak beli...so esah simpan sampai 2-3 bulan memang janggut n misai tu tumbuh subur macam LALANG...mampoo???

Ok la sebelum esah mencarot lebih lama, meh kita tgk apa kate orang apabila esah simpan misai, janggut & rambut panjang sementara TUNGGU POSTING (tak abis2 benda nie)..

Mumy: Pegila cukur janggut n misai tu. Dah macam orang MATI BINI ku tgk.. Ko dah ade bini ke ke? tgh berkabung, bersedeh hati ke?  Dah rambut serabai macam kena kejar anjing... hemmm susah saya cakap.... Nanti kalo ko makan ice-cream melekat pulak kat janggut tu... geli  mak nengok nyer..

Dady: Kenape simpan janggut& misai tu? Kotor le.. Dah la tak sama panjang..nanti kalo pegi pasar orang ingat ko KOMUNIS zaman dulu.. ala-ala minta sedekah tepi jalan.. Rambut tu macam sarang NYAMUK..tgk nyamuk pun dah hinggap kat situ *nyamuk dtg ziarah rambut*

Nenek: Engko nie, dah macam ape ku tgk. Janggut macam kambing. Macam tuan aji kmpg nie. Pegila cukur...rambut tu sikat betol-betol..habis cucuk mate.. ko mangsa ROGOL ka? macam kat tv tu..macam tu la rambut ko..

Datuk: Macam nie ke rupa CIKGU? Selekeh betul... Cikgu mesti selalu smart, jadi contoh budak2.. Ko nie tak tau nak "MEMBUJANGKAN DIRI"...Tgk orang lain hensem jak dah bujang.. engko? mcm orang takde rumah..

Kawan Esah: Oiii SENAH!! Lawa ko sekarang nie ekk... Rambut panjang, misai n janggut pulak tu..JANTAN sesangat kan.. sentap mak tgk..ko rase ala2 kendo la tu... meh mak tolong sanggul rmbt tu ..kita extend nak? baru meletez uols.. meriah rambut uols... mak suke la hias2 rambut dah panjang nie..

mine is just like him

Adore his hair

Ok dah ...... jangan jeles....memang aku rupe gteww... jangan makan aty... hahah *sile muntah darah yer*

Kan...semua nak ade dia punye komen sendiri dengan RETIS mcm aku nie.. Esah suke sesangat kalo orang komen melebih2.. Beginila, aku nie malas benor nak g gunting n shave.. bukan nye ape.. bukan nyer ade pun orang yang hendak..so i buat ler selekeh2 abis mcm nie.. memang aku nampk tua 10 tahun dari umur aku yang asl.. Lagipun posting pun belum tau bila kan.. Ala2 biorla aku merasa rambut panjang mcm nie.. Bila lagi kan.. Tahan je la telinga dengar orang pot pet pot pet.. kalo orang nak bayar treatment rambut i ape salahnyer.. kan... *non hado duit nak g potong uols* 

P/s: Yea la...nie esah meroyan lagi..jangan risau..saje2 untuk hilang rasa boring yang MELAMPAU nih.. enjoy uols..

Moves Like Jagger

Moves like jagger by maroon 5... everybody move uols.. 

Enjoy everybody while waiting for the newspaper.. 

Moves like jagger early in the morning. Healthy lifestyle.. 

P/s: Gigih baca online news..

Awww... she's a smart kid...@_@

Watch this people. She is so adorable people. The way she talked to the operator was genius.. watch for yourself.. 

p/s : adorable right!!

Interview

So, i woke up at 9am, dress up (jeans n plain t-shirt), use Sungei Merah bus, and arrived in front of the hotel around 1030am. So i asked the receptionist where is the office, it's at the 1st. psst: that hotel is so NEW... a lot of changes. So i went upstairs to the 1st floor. There were a few people in the office. I smiled but nobody cares. So i sat down waiting for my turns. About 3 people sitting there, all of them wearing smart "baju kuliah" seriously. I want to talk with them but they look very 'lawa'. I just say hi but no respond. DIVA KEK...sik ku BETAH... So high-standard uols.. I'm just grabbed a magazine on the table and read it. After an hour of waiting, then it's my turn. I entered the room. 

Me: Good morning ma'am.
Mdm: Morning. Take a seat. *looking at me from hair to toe*
Me: Thank you.
Mdm: So introduce yourself. *stern look*
Me: My name is Valentine, 24 years old, from Sibu. SMK Chung Hua ex-students.Graduated from UKM. Major in TESL.
Mdm: Owh. TESL. Are you a teacher?*confused*
Me: Not yet. I mean still waiting to be posted.
Mdm: When will you be posted? *more confused*
Me: Don't know yet. Still no news about that.
Mdm: So you applied for receptionist and house keeping right?
Me: Yup.
Mdm: Did you bring any of your certificates?
Me: Here you are. *luckily i brought it along* 
She flipped through the file. Page by page. After a few minutes, she stopped.
Mdm: You have good result here. Why do you want to work here? Why don't you apply for tuition teacher?
*macam tak sudi jer terima aku kat cne*
Me: Emm...Err because... *lost word*
Mdm: I mean a lot of tuition center in Sibu. You should try and ask them if there any job for you.
Me: I think most of them only allow experience/real teacher to teach there.
Mdm: You not a real teacher?! *sentap mak*

Me: I mean a teacher who is confirm teaching in school. Because of that i want to try working part-time in this hotel. I want to try something new, out of my comfort-zone.This kind of job is totally different compared to teaching. By the way, this hotel is well-improved. It's spacious and upgraded. Very nice environment.*memuji la tek*
Mdm: *She smiled* Thank you for your compliment. So i have a question for you. Imagine that i'm you costumer. I want to book a room at your counter. What should you say/questions should you ask?
 Me: Act it out or just say it?
Mdm: It's up too you.

Me:*nervous* Ok good morning ma'am. Can i help you? Oh, you want to book a room? Can i have your i.c ma'am.  What kind of room do you want ma'aam? Single room, Standard room, Family room, Queen/King bed, or Suite? Do you need extra bed? Ok ma'am. Here's your I.C and your room keys. The bell boy will show you the room. Thank you very much and have a nice day.  *pandei nya i berlakon..sik sia sia kelas dr.nacky uols*

Mdm: Very good. You have the language and politeness in conversation. Good. Have you work in hotel before?
Me: No. But i worked at Kenny Rogers restaurant before.

Mdm: Owh i see. I would love to take you but unfortunately i had received plenty of application forms for these position. Just now three of them that i interviewed have Diploma in Hotel Hospitality. They were graduated from Swinburne and Inti college. There have the skills and had done their practical here. They did a good job as well. But their fluency in language are not to my standard. Front desk people need to be good in that area because this hotel will be upgraded to 5 stars hotel next year. Lots of tourist from oversea will come to Sibu.

Me: oooo...*sedeh nyer le hai**mek down kejap*
Mdm: It's ok. I'll try to look up something for you. Don't be upset ok. I will call you for the result. By the way, it's a pleasure meeting you. Thank you so much for coming.
Me: Thank you ma'am for this opportunity. I really appreciate it. I learned a lot from this interview.  Have a nice day ma'am. 
Mdm: You too.*she waved at me*

So i walked out from the room. Upset? Yeah a bit. So i went out from the hotel and 'tapau" mee and rice for me and my brother. Then i went home by bus.

Reflection: Yeah, i'm a bit sad. Why? because i'm not sure i'll get the job. I have to wait for the call. Hemm... I know she wanted to hire people who is capable enough to work there.Three of them have Diploma in that job. I only have the language, but they have the skills. I mean lot of skills. Mine zero.. hahaha...never mind then. I had a good time attending this interview. I learned a lot and my communication skills is way better than three of them.*bangga kejap* Now, i should look out for "tuition teacher" needed. *kalo ada*hihi

Thanks guys for your moral support. Really appreciate it. Nmpaknya perlu cari kerja lain sementara tunggu posting.

P/s: I just received an email. Writing job. Thank God. Lepas satu tak dapat , at least dapat keja menulis kan.. happy nyr le hai @__@

Rm 1

Few days ago, My sis and i went to Bazaar Ramadhan at Town Square, Sibu. We went there around 4-5pm. So we parked our car far away from the bazaar to avoid that crazy traffic jam. From far we can see "sea of people" direct translation "lautan manusia". No kidding. So reluctantly i had to join the crowd to accompany my sister who was so excited about it.

So we started from the first booth. Both of us were looking for our target dishes which are Umai, Cheese Cake and Sotong Bakar. We went to every single booth and finally we found those items. So before we left my sister wanted to buy drinks. At first i say "NO" because i know it's hard to find the "clean" drinks because i've seen they "dragged" those ice cubes on the road. But my sister insisted to buy it. So she brought "air jagung.

But while waiting for our turn to buy the drink, something captured my attention. A conversation between a daughter and his father. I translated it from Iban - English.

Dad: I have only have RM1 left. So do you want to buy the drinks? Air jagung/bandung?
Girl: Daddy, i want the pink colour one. (air bandung)
Dad: Ok, then. "Ambik satu air bandung" he told the seller.
Seller: Ok. One only?
Dad: Yes.
Seller. Here you go. It's RM1.50.
Dad: RM1.50? Wait a minute.
*He started to search in his pocket and shirts. Again and again. Then slowly he talked to his daughter.*
Dad: I don't have any money left dear.
*His daughter just keep quiet. She looked at the seller then to his father twice. I can saw some drops of tears rolling on her cheeks*
Girl: No need dad. We don't enough money to buy it. Just keep the money. I don't want that "air bandung" anymore.
*She quickly grabbed his father hands and walked away from the stall*
*His father said 'SORRY"' several times to the seller before he followed her daughter*

I was there, standing still and yet i could not spare any hands to help them. Even though i didn't bring along my wallet but i could still asked money from my sister to help them, but i didn't. Shame on me. I'm felt really sorry for them. How i wish i could act fast and help them to buy that drink.

Dalam hidup ini bukan semua orang dilahirkan hidup senang. Ada yang sangat susah sampaikan membeli benda basic pun sik mampu. Jangan memandang rendah dengan sidak nya but instead tolong cdak. Ada certain  orang kaya siap kutuk agik. Tsk tsk tsk .. I believe in KARMA. Apa yang ktk org polah jaik ngan orang akan datang balit kemudian hari.

Moral of the story, always be grateful and thankful of what you have today. This world is not just only about you. Take responsibility to consider other people feelings. Enough of that kind of mentality. 

P/s: My mum once said:  "Enti urang nadai duit, sigi nadai duit amat iya. Anang mejal iya agik. Kasih ke urang nya. Asai ke kedirik empu nadai duit."

*Kalo orang memang tidak mampu jangan dipaksa lagi. Kasihani la orang itu. Ingatla time ko susah takde duit. Begitula rasanya mereka. *

New Series

Ok.. Memandangkan esah agak keboringan di rumah,, esah carila show2 yang meletop kat tenet kan. Tup tup jumpa la dengan The Glee Project, Teen Wolf dan The Gates * nie baru tgk kat channel 711 kat astro. memang best dan banyak nyem.. haha esah kan agak desperate sekarang nie kan.. lagipun cite desperate housewives dah abis da tgk.. so esah cari la cite tv lain pulak. Ok la esah google sikit2 gambar nie.. bagi korang bace n tgk nyem nyem dlm show nie. Meletop uolss.. mampuu kan?

The Glee Project
Ini la die contestants dalam the glee project... Banyak gak la dah terkeluar...

Alex - Mak punye Fav sbb die ni DIVA abis dalam show tu .. ala Mercedes + Rachel = Alex ..vole???

Damon. Irish.. agak nyem tapi suara kureng..

Lindsay - Aku pun suke die sbb die nie mengade-gade and bitchy dalam tu.. haha naseb la aku suke yg bitchy sikit...bukan banyak..

Ini la diorang

The Gates
Cerita nie belum popular sangat sebab jalan cerita dia tak byk sangat conflict, ala Cite twilight n Vampire Diaries pun ada sbb dalm nie ada VAMPIRE n WEREWOLF ....gteww... ala2 seram pun ade..asyik nak darah je... letih MAK!!

Of course nyem dulu i mean oppss i mean main actor TRAVIS CALDWELL (Charlie)

watak nya Vampire..lupak dah ku nama

Tok Laki nya..Vampire juak..

Tok ware wolf 

Tok gerek nya..

Teen Wolf 
Dalam cite nie, banyak scene buka baju... seriously.. haha... bukan mak kenja..tapi dah cite itu macam gteww..macam mane la... hihi Cite nie pasal budak 2 jadi wolf je...simple..macam mane transform jadi wolf...ITU SAHAJE... sesuai sesangat dengan remaje.. esah nie dah tue ...sori nye le hai...

All the casts

Ala2 vampire pun ada

Contact lens vogueh..mana mok beli nie

kan betul mak cakap...asyik2 setiap scene ada buka baju.. 

BTW dulu Tyler Posey nie dulu cute tau.. Dia ada berlakon daln Cite Maid in Manhattan dengan J.LO... haha Dah besar dah die nie...

Apamacam??? so ape tunggu lagi, jom isi masa lapang yang cukup boring nie tgk new series meletop ni sama ngan mak.. esah pun suke sesangat... happy sesangat kongsi nie dgn korang semua

p/s; Yeah, esah meroyan.. sekali sekala tetapi tetap voguehh!!!!

Don't know

Don't know why for the last few days i feel a bit lost.. My life just plain...just like plain water. Sometimes EMO unnecessarily, get mad with little things that always unreasonable.

How i missed the way i release my stress back then. I have friends who always emos with me. We screamed like hell, as if nobody there. We laughed our heart out until we get sore throat. We "menyumpah" people who make mistakes towards us. We sweating a lot because we have endless assignments to do. We run here and there to catch those untouchable lectures and not to forget those "demanding ones" in the office. How i missed to get my butt busy.

You know what if i'm doing nothing i feel numb + stupid. I tried to do things that i enjoy the best. Sewing and cooking but it could be fun if i have my own money to buy those equipments and ingredients by myself. No need to depend on others, waiting for them to bring you out for shopping and yet you can't buy the things that you want because so afraid that it will burden them with passion in those things. So i just keep that interest aside, far away, deep down in my chest.

Maybe due to the waiting period for the posting, i'm a bit lost. I have no motivation to lose my weight. My belly keep on bloating *even though lose a bit last month*. I did make a promise to shred away my weight before starts working. Sadly i lost that vows.  I thought it will out this month, because sweet little bugs said it so and yet we all still in nowhere to be placed.

P/s: There2 ambun stop it. You have to swallow (literally) every bit of that sweet deadly poison.

Inek Enju

Hari nie aku n family g jenguk nenek n datuk kat bintangor. Kira lama jugak la sik pegi nangga sidak duak. Rindu rasa. Time makan tghari td banyak cerita nenek n datuk aku share. This one of it.

 Dekat umah panjang aku tu ada seorang nenek tua. Kira selang sepintu dari bilik mekorang. Aku panggil dia Inek Enju umurnya 90++ tahun. Sangat tua. Suaminya sudah meninggal lama. So dia tggl sorang kat bilik tersebut. Dia ada beberapa orang anak yang tinggal di bilik sebelah. Dia ada anak 1 perempuan and 2 lelaki. Time aku kecik2 dulu, aku n kakak dan budak2 sama rumah panjang aku dulu selalu lepak duduk ngan Inek Enju. Kami akan berkumpul di Ruai setiap petang/malam untuk dengar cerita IBAN dari mulut nya. Dia cukup pandai bercerita dan konteks ceritanya cukup bersesuaian dengan budak2 kecil. Sebab dulu aku n akak aku never missed a chance untuk dgr dia bercerita.

She sitting at the door ..alone

Seingat saya time budak2, Inek Enju cukup baik orangnya. Dia suka menolong orang, cukup mesra dengan budak2 dan agak rapat dengan nenek dan datuk saya. Kata nenek saya, Inek Enju dahulu keluarga SANGAT KAYA. Kaya di bermaksud kira orang berada dan ternama dikampung aku.. Mempunyai tanah lebih 100 ekar, tanaman lada, koko, getah dan buah-buahan. Barang kemas yang dipakai cukup cantek dan menawan. Dia ada 5-6 pembantu peribadi untuk menanam semua tanaman.

Namun itu semua lenyap kerana kerakusan anak-anak nya sendiri. Setelah kematian suaminya, anak-anak nya mula meyikis harta tersebut dengan rakus nya. SANGAT!! Tanah habis dijual, *yang aku tak tahan semua dijual dengan harga murah!!* Sedikit demi sedikit harta nya hilang. Tanaman dijual kepada anggota orang panjang. Anaknya memaksa dia menjual tanah pusaka. Pernah sekali datuk saya masuk campur dalam urusan jual beli tanah ini, tetapi tidak dapat jugak membantu sepenuhnya.Hampir saja datuk saya bergaduh dengan mereka sekeluarga.

Nenek saya cerita lagi yang Inek Enju nie penah menyuruh dia menyimpan buku akaun takut nanti anaknya meminta dan menghabiskan duit dalam akaun simpananya. Tambah nenek lagi, dalam akaun simpan beliau jumlahnya melebihi ratusan ribu. Tetapi anaknya yang rakus itu bertekad mengambil buku akaun tersebut darinya, dan nenek saya tidak dapat berbuat apa2 lagi. Habis semua kemewahan Inek Enju disapu oleh anak nya sendiri. 

Kini Inek Enju sudah berumur dan penyakit nyanyuk nya bertambah teruk. Saya lihat sendiri perubahan mendadak hinggakan saya menitiskan air mata melihat Inek Enju menjadi semakin kurus. Dia selalunya tinggal bersendirian, kadang-kadang ditemani cucunya. Cucunya hanya seorang dan tdo bersamanya pada waktu malam. Datuk saya sendiri ingin menolong Inek Enju, memberinya baju, makan n minum tetapi ditepis dan dibantah KERAS oleh anak Inek enju. Mereka kata mereka mampu menjaga Inek Enju dengan baik. *hello dia makin kurus dan tak pakai baju ko cakap jaga dengan baik tsk tsk tsk @_@

She sitting at *Tanju* balcony of rumah panjai

 Cerita datuk saya nie agak seram. Begini kisahnya, malam semalam datuk i tdo kat ruang tamu (umah pjg). Tetiba malam itu dia dgr bunyi orang pukul pintu dan menangis. Mula2 datuk tak kisahh sape, tetapi makin lama makin kuat bunyinya. Lama-kelamaan bunyi tersebut senyap dan hilang. So pagi tu datuk i g la tanya sapa yang nangis malam td. Dia tanye kat anak Inek Enju: Kenape dengan Inek semalam? Anak dia jawab: Ala dia nak keluar dari bilik dia. Inek Enju cakap:

Kawan-kawan lama dia panggil. Pak Itam, Aki ** dan lain2. Semua yang dah lama meninggal panggil dia. Sebab itu dia pukul pintu dan menangis lalu nak bukak pintu dan keluar. Mana dia nak keluar tengah2 malam buta tu? Bukan main lagi dia menangis dan kata kawan dia panggil, suruh dia keluar bilik. Saya kunci pintu supaya dia tak bole keluar.

Seriously time datuk saya cerita pasal nie meremang bulu roma saya. Nampaknya Inek Enju sudah dapat lihat SEBAYAN*orang yang dah mati*. Kepercayaan orang Iban : Kalau melihat orang-orang yang telah meninggal memanggil kita, tidak lama lagi ajal nya akan tiba. Rohnya tiada lagi di dunia ini. Sebayan*orang dah mati* sudah mula memanggilnya... *ini yang diberitahu datuk saya*

Sungguh kasihan saya melihat keadaan Inek Enju sebegitu. Apakan daya saya hendak menolong. Hanya doa yang mampu ku berikan. Moga dia mendapat rahmat dan ketenangan di akhirat kelak.

P/S: Sedeh betol saya hari nie..i can't hold my tears.. hemmm

Stupid Girl

I think this song is brilliant. Full of messages for girls and boys out there. A bit synopsis about the video clip:

Some of the negatively portrayed characters in the video are parodies of young female celebrities such as Mary Kate Olsen, who provides the basis for the Boho-chic dressing style of the girl who visits a Fred Segal clothing store.The redheaded girl who accidentally hits pedestrians with her car is a parody of Lindsay Lohan.The scene in which Pink washes a car in a bikini is a parody of similar scenes in the video for Jessica Simpson's "These Boots Are Made for Walkin'" (2005)^[and a 2005 Carl's Jr. television commercial featuring Paris Hilton.The digital video shots showing Pink in bed with a man parallel those in the Paris Hilton sex tape 1 Night in Paris^.The man portraying 50 Cent in the video is actually 50 Cent's own cousin. Towards the end in the video, a middle-aged woman with leathery skin appears next to a hot pink Honda S2000, which is exactly the same car driven by Devon Aoki in the film 2 Fast 2 Furious.

P/s: Bila gik mok buat stupid boy?? hihi 

Duermo todo el día

I just spend my whole day sleeping. No kidding. Today i slept for almost 10 hours. I woke up at 830am and do the house chores. Yes i'm a house whore. No doubt.  While i'm sweeping the floor in my room, i found a photo album that i never seen for ages. So i lied down on my bed and started to flip those pictures. Within 10-15 minutes i slept. Seriously i didn't realized that. I dunno how did i awake and looked at the clock: 10am!!! Oh my @_@ I slept for more than an hour. So i get up and quickly finished my "job". 

After finished everything my mum asked me: "Why take you so long to sweep upstairs?" "Too dusty" i lied. Then i gave bath to my three cats.* they scratched me wokeh, so painful* I took my bath and had lunch with my mum and dad around 1130am. *yes it's early right* So after helping my mum washing plates, i went upstairs. At first i was sitting surfing internet, then i lied down to read story book. Within seconds my eyes closed. 

Tick tock tick tock.. I woke up and looked at my handphone (7.05pm) waduh~~~ That's horrible. I run downstairs and my mum n dad preparing dishes for dinner. What a shame. I didn't help them at all. Then after dinner, again i went to my room and lie down on my bed, tried to finish the novel. And guess what, i'm sleeping again. *tsk tsk tsk*

I just woke up when i'm typing this entry. What an unhealthy day. Seriously if there any sleeping competition i should go for it. I could win uols @_@. 

So my conclusion are: 

1. This a life without a job. *dreadful*
2. This is the best way to gain weight ..psst: For almost two weeks i didn't measure my weight.*makin berat oiii!!!!*
3. The best medicine to cure your worries about POKEMON letter.
4. Keep your pillow close and your FAT BELLY closer.

P/S: I wonder if i could sleep well tonight...@_@

Best male cover

This guy captured my attention this morning. I was looking for video " Best thing i never had" by beyonce. Then i saw links in Youtube that many people did such a brilliant cover for this song. You guys should watch this. 

P/S: What a voice right?? fall in love in the first sight @_@

Steward

I was talking to my best friend through phone in the afternoon today. Is like been months i didn't call him because i don't have credit to call him and of course i always keep my hp inside the drawer. So i called him and guess what? he gonna be a Stewardess.. eh no no Steward under Malaysia Airlines. 

Wow!! Congratulations Ton!! I'm so happy for you. Seriously, i literally jumping up n down while talking to you. What can i say. It is a dream come true. I know it is your the one and only dream for like years, since primary school i guess, to become air-steward. I'm so proud of you that you never quit and keep on trying for the interviews i mean lots of it right? At last you get it yo..@_@

While in primary and secondary schools, he was very determine and his own mindset on his dream. I would say that his favourite thing in this entire world is AEROPLANE..

 Yes, i mean he totally fascinated by it. Back in school, he always draw many types of aeroplane. He will draw it anywhere including textbooks, workbooks, exercise books and not to forget *buku latihan prinsip akaun* which become such a tragic incident *more on that in the next post* How i wish i could share those drawings with you guys. It was really good and gorgeous. Btw i always asked him to help me in Art Class *i mean ALWAYS* because i don't have any skills in drawings. p/s: Kindergarten students can draw way better than me. 

Moreover his fluency in English is much much much better than me. He likes to read magazines(that were related to aeroplane), newspapers, story books like "Singapore Ghost Stories" and many more. He always help me in writings because i'm quite ting tong ding dong with TENSES even until now. He never get bored to help me in pronouncing difficult words in the passage during reading comprehension class. *i'm totally slow and lost in reading long yet difficult passage because i don't know how to pronounce certain bombastic words*  And funny thing is that now i'm an English teacher and yet i'm still need to grasp and learn the language.

Did i mention that he likes to do the "announcement"? I mean safety precaution in flight, *i don't know the exact word for it*.. He really enjoyed to do it. *siap ada skrip lagi tu..mampoo?* Last time he and i used to play that kind of game in the class, including the hand gestures. So sakai right? Yet that kind of game do stimulate our imagination and help us to push ourselves to the fullest so that one day it will be come true.

Both of us can be considered as underdog by our friends during the school time. Most of them were in very good class and always look down upon us. Until today i still remember this killer statement:

* Ala setakat semi-sains kelas, apa jak la. Kami orang tok baru berpeluang masuk U. Banyak org akan ambik student aliran sains tulen. Korg iya iboh jak. Mek orang belajar jauh, naik belon pergi balik semenanjung, kerja sinun. Ktk orang sik dapat, duduk jak kat Sibu. Kerja area2 tok jak.*

 SENTAP RIGHT? Such an annoying yet killing statement. At that time, both of us just keep quite. *dalam hati geram uols* Yes, we know our own capability in studies. I never get any straight A's in Public Examination, never receives prestigious title in schools, who is nerd and always took charge in the library and had been called names in school. *more on this issue on the next post*

Well what happened now is totally the opposite. Both of us can be considered as *shining charcoal* compare to those who always non-stop teasing us in the past. KARMA i guess. What goes around comes around. Anyway, congratulations again to you my dear friend for that job which is a dream come true. *bunga api meletop-letop uols!!*

Special p/s for you: 

Their acceptance for your dream job might take times. They need ample of time to consume and digest it well in their life. Endless prayer to God will help you make it through the rain. Just go for it and tell them when you feel to do so. Wish you best of luck.

P/s: Bole la dapat discount naik belon kan....@_@

One Day by Charice Pempengco

New song from Charice Pempengco, it's ONE DAY!! Very cute and inspired video clip for this song. Btw love the lyric..so meaningful and full of motivation. 

(One day, one day, one day)

They're not gonna keep me down
They're not gonna shut me out
They're gonna do what they do, I'll do me
I'm moving against the crowd
I'm drowning out the doubt
They're gonna do what they do
I do something original
Be unforgettable
They're gonna know my name

[Chorus:]
(One day) I'll make you a believer
(One day) I got this all I need is
(One day) Don't try to tell me I can't (tell me I can't)
(Right now) I'm writing the future
(Watch out) I won't stop I'm a mover
(One day) You're gonna know who I am
I will fly high and free
It's my fate wait and see
I've been afraid before,
To reach for something more
But now I see that it's mine, I'll take it
Just go ahead and try,
You're not gonna change my mind
There's no such thing as too late
Yeaaaaaahhhh!

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
I'm on a mission, no longer listening
To anyone that says don't try
Sometimes you feel it, deep in your spirit
It's like a fire that won't die

(One day) Wait and see
(One day) Oooh
(One day) Just wait and see

[Chorus:]
(One day) I'll make you a believer
(One day) I got this all I need is
(One day) Don't try to tell me I can't (ooooh)
(Right now) I'm writing the future
(Watch out) I won't stop I'm a mover
(One day) You're gonna know who I am (know who I am)
I will fly high and free
It's my fate wait and see, one day

One day, one day
One day, one day, one day

Ingles es importante

I was looking for hotel last week. It's for my convocation. Excited enough?? NOT AT ALL!!! I was really down when my parents asked me to book a hotel for the convocation day. Seriously, i feel ashamed and sad of myself. I can't afford to pay for the hotel room, air tickets what more to sponsor them while staying there. Moreover, both of them never been to KL, not even once. That's why they are so excited and insisted me to book "everything" instantly... Enough of that.. Wanna share with you what did i go through while doing the reservation for room.

Girl 1: Hello. P*** Hotel. Good morning. Can help you?

Me: Hello. Good morning. I would like to book a room please.

Girl 1:  Huh? Room? What date cik?

Me: On the 26 of September... which is next month..

Girl 1: Month? Wait cik...

*song played*-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Girl 2: Yes, can i help you?

Me: Err just now i said that i want to book a room. 

Girl 2: A? Huh?

Me: I would like to book a room please.

Girl 2: *talking slowly to other person* oo die nak book bilik... Ok sir. Your name?

Me: I'm Valentine and i need a standard room.

Girl 2: Huh?! Valentine Day? Next February sir? 

Me:  No no no.. *confused akak* Next month. September.

Girl 2: Wait sir.

*song played* ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Manager: Yes, Good morning sir. What can i do for you?

Me: Errrr... Is this P**** Hotel?

Manager: Yes, it is.

Me: Because, just now i talked to two ladies that i would like to book a room and seem confused...i ...

Manager: I'm so sorry sir. Both of them didn't communicate well in English.

Me: Hemm... Oh.. ok. Dalam hati ku menjerit *Kenape la suruh dia orang jadi receptionist..kan dah nak abis credit tepon aku nih*

Then i proceed with the floor, where i asked for standard room and my actual date to come and stay in their hotel. Yes, it is hard for some people to communicate in English. They really need help in order to get better. 

Same goes with the students. I feel a bit sad that when ever the students don't know/ can't communicate well in English they will quickly pt the blame on teachers. They said that teachers don't have the language to teach, didn't play their important role in educating the students and *makan gaji buta*. Oh my... Everything goes to teachers. 

Because of that, i totally agree with this article where by she wrote about dilemma within English teacher. http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/sideviews/article/rungkai-dilema-guru-b.-inggeris-elviza-michele-kamal/

p/s: Please read the 1st comment inside that article. What a moron mind set...

SECRET

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got no shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

Little Bird

 Wish that i have wings,

Strong enough to fly away from these unwanted mess,

People may call it problems,

But i prefer to call it burdens,

Because it always never leaves me alone.

Anger and madness within myself,

Hope that i have strength to deal with it,

Layer by layer it covers my head,

I'm sure and confident that it gonna explodes one day.

Love to ask me to do this, do that,

Keep on pushing me to my hardest point,

Just because i'm didn't talk much,

Doesn't mean that i've no feeling.

Hoping that this bird will fly far away,

Try to get his own life,

Without depending on the old nest,

That might be able to make him die.

ambun2011

p/s: Little bird is very sad...

Aku ketagih whipping my hair...

Pelik tapi benar. Dah seminggu lagu whip my hair by Willow Smith nie melekat kat kepala aku. Sejak aku nangga nya keluar kat rancangan Oprah ari iya alu la aku google mencari video clip nya. Nang kachak step iya..

Dari pagi sampai ke malam mala jak lagu tok. Siap aku mandi polah step whip my hair. Nang dah sot sikit aku tok eh... Sikit2 mok whip hair..sikit2 mok whip hair....sik kira...time masak, time gosok gigi, time menyapu iboh kira...kedak kera jak..haha...tok la kerja aku time kinek boring.. berlatih whip my hair..walaupon rambut pendek...PERASAAN RAMBUT AKU KEDAK TOK..bole sik?? haha nang KACHAK!!!

p/s: Mok simpan rambut kedak tok... haha iboh terperanjat time konvo kelak mun fashion rambut ambun mcm tok.. VOGUEH...@_@

Hungry Cats

One of the video did describe my cat. My cat always demonstrated if i didn't feed them on time. Sorong sana sorong sini...haha enjoy the video..

Happy Fasting

Almost a week there's no tiny drop of rain. Gosh it is too hot. Even at night. Is like steaming hot. We call that global warming.  Couldn't sleep at night until 3-4am and have to wake up early around 8am because it's morning and again it's extremely hot for me to continue sleeping. hemm enough of that..ok next...@_@

Today is the first day of FASTING month. How was your day? Good? To all my Muslim friends HAPPY FASTING. Do eat nyem nyem during break fast. I know some of my friends didn't have the golden opportunity to fast together while they were studying (6 years hokey). Now i know at this time,  it is a bless for you guys to have your family around and enjoy the Ramadhan month together. Happy Fasting Guys!!

 This Ramadhan month, reminds me of my fasting experiences with my friends. I know how hard it was, especially for a beginner and if you didn't take your Sahur. It is important ok. Last time, i didn't and that cause me a lot of trouble until there's one day, i just lying on my precious bed for the whole day because i'm too hungry and weak. The 'STUNNING' cafeteria is not opened, and i just wait for the time to break fast. Luckily i have really good friends where by i asked them to buy anything from Bazaar and they did. Even though at that time they were tired and hungry, but they still want to help. Thank you guys. I won't forget your help. 

P/S: I really miss Bazaar Ramadhan at Kajang and Bangi....@_@

100th Post !!!

WOW..  100th post...  After more than a year, finally i can write about my 100th post. I started writing this blog on 2nd February, 2010. Yea..last time i did have another blog, but because of some issues, i decided to "delete" it. Then i take a while for recover. *gtew*

I read back some of my posts, some are funny, sad, happy, 18xx-rated, and not to forget emos. In some posts, i use songs & lyrics to describe my feelings *actually malas mok tulis*.. Because i find that songs do help me to interpret what is inside my head and those lyrics help me to convey the messages clearly.

I would to like to thank all my viewers, readers, and especially to my FRIENDS  because you guys do visit and read my blog. To my surprised that, every time i post something in my blog, my viewer never less than 20 people. Maybe to some people it is just a small number but not me. It is an incredible number. *sakai* Thank you very much for your support and concern about my blog.

Special thanks to my blogger friends Nurul, Shafiq, Sze Nin, Menn, Julian, Steve, Wawa, Nad,  Sarah, Kak Zack, Kak Dewi, Walter, Connie and Jeanette. I will always visit yours and truly enjoy reading it. To my other friends who never fail to give their comments on my post, i really appreciate that.

I will try my best to keep on blogging because it can help me to improve in writing *ini penting*, giving my own opinion about certain issues and view world in my own perspective. *gteewww*

P/S: I will try to one post per day..mampuu??.. next target 200th posts..hihi